8.19.2014

Day 173

It makes me sad that this feeling is starting to feel normal. this feeling of not having a husband, of being alone. it literally makes me sick to my stomach when i think about it. like, when i just typed that, i was literally overcome with a wave of nausea. grief has never been so physical for me. my anxiety has never been so intense. i want to crawl out of my skin. i want robert to come back and convince me i'll be ok.

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