The incredibly true adventures of a travel loving kid at heart who just became both an MBA and a recent widow. Navigating widowhood is the hardest thing I've ever done. Come along for the bumps in the journey.
8.20.2014
Day 174
Next month is my birthday and I cant stop thinking about how robert wont be singing me his silly birthday song at midnight, like he did every year. it's really on my mind. maybe because i always make a big deal of my birthday and this year he's not here to go along with all my birthday whims. there won't be a little blue box with a trinket that shows he loves me more than he hates overpriced jewelry. there won't be a dinner out at the restaurant of my choice, or a movie of my choosing. that song, though... it kills me that i won't hear that song. i keep hoping i have a video or voicemail of it somewhere. god i hope i can find one.
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