7.11.2014

day 134

i had therapy today. spent quite a while talking abut how i feel like i've hit the point in my grief where i've become a burden. everyone else has moved on, but here i am, needy like a child, and i'm sure everyone is over trying to cater to me and my needs. i don't feel like this process is getting any easier. it's been 4 1/2 months. shouldn't it hurt less? shouldn't it be easier? shouldn't it feel real? it still doesn't feel real. except when it does.

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