Day 78

I am feeling, to put it plainly, so terribly unhappy. I guess this is loneliness sitting in. I'm not alone; I have friends and my parents... but I feel lonely. I miss this man who was my partner. My other half. There are those split seconds when something pops into my head and I think "I have to tell Robert" this or "I have to show Robert" that... or when I grab my phone to text him. Seeing people in love has become painful. I've lost the one whose hand I hold. I've lost the one who walks over and kisses me on the head when he gets up from the table. I've lost the one whose arms wrap around me and make me feel safe and loved. Can I just have him back for 1 day? Just one day? I'll make it count. I won't waste a second of it. Please?